Wednesday, May 26, 2010

A Mother's Cry For Justice













Consider this...If what she's saying is true, if in fact a police department conspired to cover up a murder out of deliberate indifference or laziness, there is still a killer (or killers) running loose and a grave injustice has been perpetrated by those assigned to prevent it. The implications are too severe to ignore.


"It would be of great help if the police had not brushed the family aside as if we were insignificant and didn't deserve to have the answers we seek. I could almost even see it if there was nothing to indicate that the suicide was anything more than just that. But the police didn't even have the

decency to tell me to my face they were ruling Joshua's death a suicide,
I had to read it in the paper!"
Cynthia Robinson, Joshua's mother

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My son, Joshua Robinson, 20, was found dead, with a swing chain around his neck, in Amsler Park in McGregor, Texas, at 5:15 AM on February 16, 2006. The police immediately ruled his death a suicide.


For over two years, Joshua had been dating a young girl named Kayla, who lived with her maternal grandparents. Kayla’s brother was Joshua’s best friend. In late November, 2005, Joshua came to me, very upset, because Kayla had a doctor’s appointment. I didn’t understand his panic until he told me she might be pregnant and, if so, would be sent to live with her mother in Houston. I calmed him down by telling him that, if Kayla did prove to be pregnant, the two of them could get married, and Kayla could move in with us to have her baby. That seemed to make him feel better. I can only assume the pregnancy test was negative, as the situation was never mentioned again.


On February 16, 2006, the day before Joshua died, a stranger appeared at my door, demanding to speak with Joshua. Friends at my house recognized her as Mary Casareza, a daughter of Kayla’s grandmother. I told her truthfully that Joshua was not at home. Mary started complaining about Joshua’s relationship with Kayla, and I let slip the fact that there had been a scare in November. Mary went off like a sky rocket! She told me, “If Kayla is pregnant, your son is going to prison for statutory rape!”


When Joshua came home an hour later, I felt that I had to tell him about that encounter. Joshua left but soon returned, telling me that he’d had a talk with Mary and everything was all right. He went out again, and returned about 9:40 P.M., furious because he’d been told he couldn’t see Kayla. This was not the first time that had happened. Once in a while Kayla’s Grandma would lay down rules keeping Joshua away until the weekend. I knew that he was taking his frustration out on me because he didn’t want to further antagonize Kayla’s family. He left to walk off his anger and never returned.


It was a long and disquieting night for me.


Bill Holt, the father of Justin, a friend of my other son, Michael, routinely ran the perimeter of the park every morning. This particular morning he left his home at 5:15 A.M. When he reached the park he saw flashing lights, spotlights and two police cars. Nearing the swing set, he thought he saw his own son Justin. Bill raced home in a panic to make sure that Justin was safe in his bed. At 6:29, Justin called Michael to tell him that his father had told him that someone was hanging in the park.


Michael, who also lived with me, came to me to tell me he had something to tell me. “Mama,” he said, “Justin called me. Someone’s hanging in the park.”


My brain refused to wrap around that information. At some level I knew it was my son, yet it just wasn’t possible. I told Michael to run to the park, which was about a block away, to see what was going on and to come right back.


Michael started running, and I rushed after him, but after a half a block I collapsed in the road. When Michael didn’t return, I knew my fears were reality. A patrol car pulled up to our house, and an officer approached me. I said, “Please, don’t tell me what you are going to tell me.” He said, “I’m sorry, Ma’am.” That was the only contact I had with the police.


It was Michael who identified his brother’s body and responded to the officers’ questions. He told the police that Joshua and I had argued the previous evening, which was not unusual for us, as we’d always had a confrontational relationship. Police used that statement to convince Dr. Quinton, the Medical Examiner, who originally ruled Joshua’s cause of death as “undetermined,” to change that finding to “suicide.”


I learned about the “suicide” finding from an article in the Waco Tribune Herald. Police gave that information to reporters before they gave it to me or before there was an investigation or autopsy.


There is no evidence to indicate Joshua committed suicide or even that he died by hanging. A report by Det. Martin included the statement, “Reportedly Joshua was a drug user.” However, Toxicology came back negative on drugs and alcohol. The Medical Examiner found no evidence of strangulation and no damage to the neck area except from bruising by the chain. A brain study done at the Southwestern Institute of Forensic Science showed that Joshua’s neck was not broken. Scene photos, which I finally received on April 28, 2006, do not show Joshua hanging from the bar of the swing as I had visualized. From the small amount of information I was given, I had assumed that Joshua had climbed to the top of the swing set, wrapped the chain, and jumped. Yet the photos make it clear that didn’t happen. They show Joshua on the ground on his knees with the chain almost looped around his neck. There was also bruising on the finger tips of Joshua’s left hand and on the inside of his right forearm. Upon an Internet search, I discovered that the bruising could possibly mean that Joshua had made an attempt to get free of the chain. That would mean that, if Joshua had been allowed to stand up, the chain would have released.


The police reports are a tangle of confusion and contradictions. According to reports, Officer Kirby was the first cop at the scene, running to the body and checking for a pulse. However according to dispatch logs, his car, #1507, was not dispatched to the park until 6:48 A.M. . So, how could he have been the first officer at the scene?


Reports state police were dispatched at 5:35 A.M., arriving at 5:36 A.M., which would seem to indicate that they were already there at the time they were dispatched.


Officer Jared Norris stated in his report that he did not recognize “the subject.” Yet police ran a “wants and warrants check” on Joshua at 5:44 AM, only eight minutes after arriving at the scene. Joshua was carrying no ID, and there was no suicide note. Police allegedly learned his identity from Michael over one hour later. How could they run a records check on an unidentified subject?


On March 10, 2006, I called Detective Martin and asked him why I, as Joshua’s mother and allegedly the last person to see him alive, never was interviewed. He told me, “We found out everything we needed to know from talking to Michael, Kayla and Mr. Holt.” When I questioned Kayla and Bill Holt about this, both told me they were not interviewed.


Amsler Park, where Joshua often went to walk off his anger, has a 10 P.M. curfew. Police check the park on an hourly basis to make certain that it’s unoccupied. On the night of Joshua’s death they allegedly were too busy to do that. However, during a recorded phone conversation on March 22, 2006, with Kelly Lewis Amecuzca of the Southwest Medical Center in Dallas, I learned that this was not the case. Ms. Amecuzca told me, “It says right here in the report that he was last seen at 1 A.M. by a patrol officer in the park, and (his body) was found about 5:30 A.M. …. Ooops, I wasn’t supposed to tell you that.”


What do I personally believe happened to my son that night? From physical evidence and from the actions and attitude of the McGregor Police Department, the scenario that appears most likely is that police did do a check of the park at 1 A.M., as indicated in the report they sent the Southwest Medical Center. If Joshua was there, walking off his anger at not being allowed to visit his girlfriend, he would not have taken kindly to being evicted. Joshua must have identified himself to those officers, or they would not have been able to run a background check on him. Perhaps they tried to force him to leave or to arrest him, and an altercation occurred that got out of hand.


I suspect Joshua’s death may have been an "overlay death," caused by placing a knee in the back of someone lying on the ground so the diaphragm cannot move and the lungs cannot inhale/exhale. Once those officers realized Joshua was dead or close to dead, I suspect that they panicked and attempted to stage a suicide. I believe that Joshua was "drug" to the chain, as his boots have "drag" marks on them in a straight line. I speculate that those cops then called in their fellow officers to cover up for them, and the Blue Code went into effect, influencing the actions of everyone involved in the investigation.


In June, 2006, four officers that were on scene were asked to resign for unknown reasons. The McGregor Police Department only has eight officers at any given time.


On January 7, 2007, on Channel 25 News, it was announced that the McGregor Police are now considering disbanding and allowing the McLwennan County Sheriff’s Department to take over. I’d like to believe that my efforts in publicizing the problems with Joshua’s case may have had something to do with this.


Cynthia Robinson (Joshua’s mother)


Questions to Ponder: (I'm stream lining these for the purpose of highlighting a few)

1. If Joshua decided to hang himself from the swing, then changed his mind at the last minute, why
didn't he stand up? Explain the bruising on his fingertips?
2. ....
3. Why did police lie about questioning the girlfriend (Kayla) and Mr. Holt? ....
4. How did the police run a "Wants and Warrants" background check on Joshua?....he had no ID and no suicide note. If no one could ID him, how did they run him?
5. How was Officer Kirby the first on scene as he was not dispatched to go until 6:48 a.m. (just over
an hour later)?
6. My biggest question is how did he hang himself, if the Medical Examiner says there is no
evidence of strangulation? What then, please tell me, caused the death? Suicide by imaginative
chain? By What?
7. Could there have been someone else there?

8. Why did the police take a photograph of the cigarette butt, then change their mind about it's significance?

9. Did the police contaminate the scene or make some incorrect assumptions?

....There are many more unanswered questions to this case, these are just a few.
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I don't know much at all about this case. I have never meet or spoken with Joshua's mother. I just think that if this story has any merit to it, we should care. If it's true that the police were involved in this boys murder and/or involved in it's cover-up, we should help bring publicity to this.

If your wondering why this particular story caught my eye. Joshua Robinson was murdered on February 16th, 2006. I, Joshua Kezer, was born February 16th, 1975.

12 comments:

  1. Josh, first off thank you for posting this. I read cases like this and watch those that do appear of tv with interest because I just do not have the faith in the system as I once did. As was the case with your situation, there are too many unanswered questions, too many holes and the whole story seems to be questionable as to the why's and how's this young man allegedly committed suicide. For a town with a small police department, there should be no problem in sorting out the facts, and giving this poor mother closure based on accuracy and non-tampered facts. My heart goes out to her and her family. God bless you for following your heart, it is compassion such as yours that we all need more of.

    Celeste

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  2. Cynthia, I didn't receive your email. Please try again at joshkezer@gmail.com please. I'd like to correspond with you.

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  3. Thank you so much, Mr. Kezer, for highlighting my son's story. You have no idea of how much I appreciate this.
    Contact me: welovejoshua@yahoo.com

    Cynthia Robinson
    Joshua's mother

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  4. via Cynthia Robinson, Joshua's mother. She's decided to bless us by contributing to my blog regarding her son.

    "As the mother of Joshua, I know almost a book of particulars, unanswered questions, etc. to support my belief that Joshua was murdered!

    I've taught myself basic forensics, such as manner/cause of death, rigor/livor mortis, suicide statistics, judicial/suspended hangings, digestive processes pertaining to the time of death, Texas Code of Criminal Procedures/Article 49.04~Deaths Requiring An Inquest.

    I've contacted the FBI, District Attorney, Attorney General, Governor, and have even written to request an Internal Affairs Investigation and have yet to receive the attention I and my deceased son deserve.

    I journalized all of the events, from what the former police officers said and didn't say/answer, speaking to the former Justice of the Peace, former Interim Chief, former Chief, and the current/former Texas Ranger, and applied for Victim's Compensation, but was denied due to the lack of an accurate POLICE REPORT on the events of the evening of my son's murder!

    To this day, the name of the officer who last saw Joshua in Amsler Park @ 1am is a mystery due to a dereliction of duty regarding the filing of a proper report and the collection of a thorough log. This officer was supposedly the last person to see Joshua alive! There were 2 officers on duty that night and the chief told me he couldn't remember which officer it was that reported seeing Joshua alive at 1am!

    Four of the five officers, on scene, resigned in June, 2006, for unknown reasons, just months after my son's "suicide"."

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  5. Let's pray that the truth comes to light and this story serves as inspiration to stop these type of injustices.

    Thanks Josh for sharing this story. And to Joshua's mother, may justice be served and may you get the closure that you and your family need soon. <3

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  6. Don't lost hope, Cynthia. Justice will come to you. It's a shame to our judicial system that you have to fight so hard for your son's birth right. I will keep you in my prayers.

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  7. Father, nothing is hidden from you. Thank you for your love and care for each one of us. We come together, beleiving and trusting in you. Give Cynthia closure and peace over this tragedy. You alone can bring things into the light. As a mother of two, I can't even imagine this womans pains and torements. In Jesus name, I ask that you protect, help, heal and strengthen this family. They need to move on in thier lives with what they have left but are stuck in this pain. I am standing firm over this matter, God, there is nothing that you can't do... Thank you Lord ! I bow down and humble myself before you, for the sake of this mother. Giving you the Glory

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  8. I can only imagine the level of frustration Joshua's mother is feeling. My heart goes out to her. I pray the truth comes out, and I believe it will. I will keep her in my prayers.
    Lisa

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  9. Josh, I just saw your story a few days ago..., you are blessed in so many ways...I wish you a future full of happiness to you and to your family. God bless you. Maritza.

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  10. Dear Cynthia,

    I read your story a few days ago and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it... I also really wanted to comment but I am not quite sure what to write. I want to say something that will ease your pain but unfortunately there are no such words....
    I am a mother my self and I can not imagine what you are going through... my heart truly aches for you and your family. You are an extremely strong woman although I know you may not feel so strong. Keep fighting for what is right, for the truth, for justice and for Peace. Your Son will be heard.
    You are in my prayers.

    -Marie

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  11. I dated joshes brother Micheal a couple of years after this!!! This family needs the closure they deserve!!! My heart goes out to y'all. Still to this day I think about this story- but even more so the look on micheals face- it breaks my heart!!! What can I do to help??? Micheal & mom I'm here should u need me!!! TWOTIMERS-1401.

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  12. Thank you for sharing this story Josh. I will pass this story along too. With the hope of Cynthia, Joshua's Mother & Joshua getting justice someday, sooner than later.

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